of my, standing here…
ah! to lie caught under
their stare...
those circular eye
predestinations in
rectangular form
where is where,
as i am there
but must i be?
and still to think
am i,
let us drink together
you... a stranger
and i,
with a million faces passing
by, and no time
for me, to carve
their features to
a near correct,
do i dare to think in
the lie, that a stranger
will catch my sigh,
will i!, that i will,
under grey clouds
in a sun-free day,
my brush streaks yellow
in it’s reflection
who is my eyes
i stare, and lost among the
crowds,
but in waiting
as a cube of ice waits to die
for what is this lie,
in its hidden and
resting truth
i remember,
she and i, meeting
unknown
until beyond us both, has
grown
a lasting thought of we
of yellow,
so, i stand alone, hidden
for all to see
thinking, in part
of a child thought - touch
once,
shared with me
gone, and
never past
she is my hope,
as is my stare
which gives yellow
to the air
of my
standing here,
alone, ?
maybe…
but yellow!
- jude
faces staring in a white open hand
on once, while walking
through the sky,
a thought;
i heard a child’s cry
and spoke to me
on earth sweeping
in shaping
there was this tree,
speaking lyrics for
morning warmth;
"speak of she,
a mother feeling warm
adrift
of clouds shaping
a woman's form
of beauty;
a painting is long
and words will last,
a lady,
she hears the sky
living the reason why,
is time itself"
"I’m seeing thee,
a carving of
light in
a black tree",
so spoke those
sun-drinking leaves
touching, near to me
but what is distance
and where is time,
is earth a sky thought
yet, it is what we
hear, and though
that knows
of being near,
a day born smile
is sight
and day is night,
so is black white
in time together,
to hear, your
red tears, burning
as vapory flames,
setting my touch in a
painless pain,
till there is rain
and yellow is birth
returned
with your smile
reaching in through
mine
with my smile
reaching in through
yours,
as friends we are
faces sharing in
a white open
hand!
- jude
waving hello
in silver dress,
must she shine
as her best
in the nest,
reflections!
liquid is the center
and it is color
wide circles of sight
might reflect one’s own
image amongst
a black softness,
so are her eyes
yet… through the mirrored
dark, without
she is heard by
a drifter’s eyes
and of white
are tinting in all form
of all color,
hand moldings in the sky,
whose drippings are
free, to set
light
through the currents
an ocean within
separate in universal time,
are chimes ringing
to the feel,
of
breathing souls
all who are near,
man
you are spreading
your toes in
a sand of
separate colored
livings,
as finding your hands cupping water, white
but our drifter
drops the rock
meant for her black mirrors
and smiles as he
leaves,
his path to her has been
perceived and nothing is more,
"never-good-bye my lady".
her silver line lies
may never reach
in the sky,
a fingertip;
pure blue-yellow
color,
in her hand, waving
hello,
as both past;
your heart’s breath
is an all time knowing
in as my
being
shall always hear,
- jude
as three is three
as three is one... ?
drawn in flesh as gently
as is silk spun
in day white
earth child,
and queen of night
in the wilderness of
her domain
is brought to the steps
of time itself
through the
glass colors
she will view
as she waits, now
in living sight
before a;
forever time marriage
so is my care, that she will
not
stare till blindness
becomes,
so is my care, that she will
find
her waiting with an end,
so is my care, that she
may become
as are her hopes
if be it her
happiness,
may you be in the love,
as the love that
you are!
- jude
to her reflection in birth!
but where is that tear
i hear, it is breathing
and yet
appears to be hiding
from,
what is fright
as of where is it’s
might,
with tattoos, caught
against the underside
of her skin
she appears to smile
and it is said;
there is to be no
scratching of an itch
unseen,
i feel tired, and smile
at a thought-death!
Yet; i met a me, where
the care is neither
who is it i see,
i know!
it is she
i believe?
to feel a warm flow
of emotions many,
breaking through
the air of
sometime,
of somewhere
that she might smile
to her reflection in birth,
to dance alone and
free,
as she'll break from the air,
into the sea,
and swim, until the rainbow -
until the
earth of the under waves
movement
stains her skin,
that she does
smile, as i also hear
when that unheard tear
is near,
as i listen
from the air,
to care .
- jude
separate yellow
it is...
tattooed reflections
and the light is night
baby child,
in a wink known
as time
heard her breath
being born,
so did smile
between the waves
and, as the waves,
a separate yellow
thought
baby child,
remember this
yellow,
it is you,
as you of it
have brought,
- jude
we are one of three
strange is this human
voice, as came it
seeping from, within those
night weed greens,
but what is it as it
seems,
she is my flesh, lying amongst
the free air
about my hands
one word is all the thoughts
of the woman
who was my child’s strength
and is no longer
unless as...?
except,
yes, her still presence
is heard sounding in the air
as a breath of tears
swept past,
in the whole, as a non-speaking
piece
of my arm’s baby;
i am in without light
and time has left me
useless, staring
hand in hand
with eternity,
for this child will
no longer create
mud statues
under the falling
petal drops, of my eyes,
on your blood soaked lips
i place mine,
you? young daughter flesh
and your eyes of death color
must hold onto mine
for one holding second past
for one holding second before
my wife ; my child
we leave one another, not again
as i am to offer myself freely
to the
sea
sky
air
flesh
strange is this human
voice, as it is
within those
night weed greens
yet, is it as it
seems,
please !
and may it be,
we are one of three
- jude
hello...
something broke in through my
wall cracks
and called me to wake,
slow whispers
echoed back and
across
the somewhere of deepness
within me
"just paper, and just color
it is all me,
no time is
in my nothingness
i am all, so
catch my words
as i am the distance,
" waiting near"
standing alone and skinless
the screams began,
thorned were the bushes
carrying dead fruit, of this
path calling my
walk,
and i walked, wondering
at the memory
statued parks,
too warm are their
breathing touchings
for they are soundless;
and i want to run
alone and away
i want the sun
and the star-black
reflections of my
all-time smile ...
good day, my lady
strange, i found yellow burning
out from the comings
of your fingers,
as also did grow thick
of the air,
from your stare, in your
eye-thoughts
i found rainbow chimes
bearing presence
between the sounds of life,
and so did
to join as one;
sun-oxygen ...
to caress and know
my skinless form
you were my smile
and thoughts of yellow,
a poem, written
as you;
as paper before my
eyes,
i walked and could
breathe,
knowing a breath as
is your smile,
would catch my ears of
sight
with each living glimpse,
but does this
lady
stand really
or
are the clouds
thickened
ah! but i must
let it be, as the knowing
had come to me
and send my thanks, to
join into thee,
for my skin returned
and your smile
which burned
vibrations through my finger-senses,
woman-child
in the morning, i thank
for your steps, and
my foot remembering of the
earth,
i'm able to stand; of your
offering sleep
and of your shine
giving my eyes
the light care to
open,
hello ...
- jude
holding each other
in so i thought;
of this whisper showing
itself of my air
as so i was caught
into the wondering
of where,
to stare
in my care,
standing, using a strength
as is my body
and wandering, through
the glades of
time old,
of time young, earth
dancing with
delicate
form
under, space black
sun yellow
am i,
a picture upon my
palm
ties the tenets of
my breathing heart
in a fashion, describing
color;
so is drawn my breath,
and i am growing,
but no space of thought
shall crowd
me into the space
of pillowed
tomorrows
so, i turn my eye’s attention
from the stars
back to touch
our sun’s fire
and yester-year tears,
are a film playing
across my sight,
pictures of warm light
though -.waiting;
i am knowing, day through
it’s word finishing’s
as i am reading in tomorrow’s
night,
she cups her hands
commanding the sand,
to shape
holding my skin prints
in wax;
to cup my hands
commanding the sand,
to shape
molding her skin prints
in wax ...
one statue,
two children,
woman and
man,
holding each other
in their hands
we are skin upon skin
seen after, are our eyes
looking into the
clouds,
"yes touching"
having been; wanting to begin
being!
- jude
in light of dream thoughts
in light of dream thoughts
are your eyes
opened wide
past a search
in a present ocean
blue
and surging as unbroken
waves - lead
by the wind
to share a glimpse...
wide circles black
touching, are we
past ourselves
past time
beyond the shades of color
into color itself
standing near to herself,
catching a wind-
darkness word,
formless
yet, solid felt,
she must speak with
the wind, as she
comes, to spread,
opening her wings,
colored space between star brothers
to fly
free through herself
in a child’s nest
lies her reflection,
in past birth
on toward life,
watching
with eye-love
upon an urge great
spread before her,
smiling to her mother's wing
wind,
a sister of breath…
many fingers of that man
tear up from
out through the sand
stealing nests
cutting to waste
all warm breasts, ready for
milking,
offering a slave-life
in the building zoos
crowded between bars,
her lives are lived
in between the
spaces under
closed
eyes...
but she shall fly
no more,
oh! … her child
stares no more
into the space
of free flight
and forgets the sky
color blue,
alone, touching color
freedom, she
dives up and out
into space black
carrying her child close
and warm,
her breath shall paint
the color
remaining herself
as her child breathes of her
breath exhaled,
stolen from the sky
might she die
just to see her
child,
never born
in a torn existence...?...
- jude
that i must stay!
seated, perched upon a limb
and in a tree
it is so that i long to be,
to be alone from the
earth, in my separate
form
playing a powerless god,
a daughter of the sky
talk with me, as you are my
reflection, as the all
in of all things
and speak to me in your
mere breath form
as it is that i care
to catch a glimpse
of the sounds
in between
in your name i care, my child
when you are a woman
and when you play with colors
created, in your own thoughts
but you suppose in your
not quite happiness
that you might find
yourself, to be
a smile
but you are not of a smile
in the who you are,
acting in the play
with hope to be,
but blind earth reflections
speak never
to the child, reasoning with
the sky,
shall she fly!
or
shall she die!
so here alone, i watch you
play
and i'll throw my flower feeling
into your day,
but as i am of pen,
and words, here it is
that i must stay
- jude
gathering points for a line
lines for a plane,
and hoping!
i would like to wake
merely thought steps
past
a closely distant
feverous dream
with tired eyes
groping through the
light,
searching for a morning
hello intake of
breath,
young and sharp
as soft of color
and to find, myself
of warmth flowing out
free to the air
then with these
my hands,
i will touch upon
into, of
my child,
and breathe into her
breath
that of all my thought
life,
never good
and neither bad,
wordless before
the judgments who
must lie un-judged
i will breathe all;
i will breathe
my warmth
as she rests
her fetus thoughts
skin to skin
as was the beginning
with empty hands
at my command,
i bury my soul
in a separate grave
that her birth
shall be complete
and to catch a tear
against my tongue
smiling her eyes,
she has died
stepping quickly
from birth past life
into …
if she has yet been born,
i remember the
blood.
or does the stain remember
me?
- jude
of: time , time
of time,
in time
through time
of a motion
as forward;
but is time,
and where am i
as a line
to that distant-past
chime
of a corner comes
near
and yes -
i yearn to turn
the way
i am now not,
behind i stare from
a deepening care
to return, that i may
return!
through that door
i shall go,
to grow from
the turning into
a different time
am i mine , if i may
yet i stay
and quiet the tears
as the door is of a
handle not,
that i forgot to
listen
"yet, need you
not return to hear,
for you can still turn! "
oh time, time
am i yours
or are you
mine?...
- jude
face of the child, afraid to wake!
cold touch upon
cold touch,
of our faces, marble
cut,
so we might smile
when we are
asked in a telling
tone,
so we might speak,
in the words we
were never born
of,
it is in the pain
that we never
remember
where our belief
will listen
will look
yet still, we feel
as each color
is known, separately
in white
of that tear, fallen
forever falling,
never to
spear back in of
the air,
in moving time
so never shall
die the homeless
tear,
it is the face of
the child,
afraid to wake.
- jude
between strangers …
yet,
what became of a
meeting between strangers
on a street painted in snow
in a night painted yellow,
speaking day
with smiles giving
life, to her
body warm
upon his hands, knowing
their sky printing
is free and in
their touching
what became of a
meeting between strangers,
they hold no longer
the warmth,
in closed being
on a bed sheet
red of white,
his hand held
too tight over
the light
and uprooted their
flower from the
earth,
too hard was his
wanting for birth
as too soon
was his forgetting
that they were born,
and together
where is this lady
that i have seen,
bathing her naked skin
alone, in the rays
of her sun
but as a thought on a
clouded day
and she wanted to say;
but she sat
in fear of her own tears
that she is lost
from her name once carved
in a tree, once
loved,
i watched her breathe
from circle color
out toward
the sky
and we met as strangers,
she shut her
eyes
yet, still
we heard
and still sailed!
though from behind
her tear window,
she could wave
only a silent hello,
wordless
in a meeting between
strangers, we have
come to be,
you, my lady
and me,
as we were born
i shall never
forget
and i can wait till
your tomorrow,
as you are my
today
as you'll know
our "hellos" touching
when you are the
strength to
believe,
strangers in the
cold ...
offer their child
as the sun
and need not come another
tree, you are born free,
i have seen you
naked, and
you are of beauty
as so i have touched
your name
and still
as forever, it
does remain ...
- jude
mountain fingertips
rise before me mountain,
rise out
and ask me to climb
i shall place my
feet alone
that they walk ,
and will follow
my body
i had a reality remembered
and still,
as within she asked
that my presence
join to her near
to her close
to touch
to become;...
there abreast
of eternity
shall i stand,
set in a tree
shall i be,
a union of body
and soul
of earth and sky,
so may i listen
that she may
cry,
throwing her breathing tears
for my inhaling; pores
i shall join you
my sky
that i care to fly
so, open your
hands and catch
me as i jump
and die.
- jude
to smile from a tree
the lady in her
eyes, is seeing
down from the trees
down upon the form that
encases she,
and smiles
that she is
of those fingertips reaching?
through the skies
of an ocean
cold and warm,
she is torn,
to choose
as she may swim
to choose
as she may swim
gentleness is my lady
of the tree
drying those tears
that let her be...
that built her sight
as she must see
what string may
she choose,
to hug the land
in their command
or
to jump and
carry herself into the
wind
in these wings
as she does command
are eyes, silent
but knowing
as is her
growing
as she is the time
she chooses, she is
and whether in thought,
birth or death
shall she fly
i must t smile
for she does fly
be free, my lady
we're alone
through the once
that we have come to
see...
we've become,
are we free
is, she
yet she has learned
to smile from a
tree
and I must hold
her every choice
not happily,
but with care!
- jude
the reflection
from somewhere
of open window
distant
there burst an air,
she looks down
from a tree
and catches sunlit
yellow in her hands,
it is she who commands
a day
i have known to
be
small and wet in it’s darkness,
lies the fear
from within came
the shapeless forms
which hide always
near,
a little child mourns
not,
scared , she is
tied in a
quiet knot.
from somewhere between
what is seen and felt
creeps a voice
caught in itself
and yet too free,
not to let her be
and hides the
knowing of
yellow light
in a dropping tear
afraid to reach the earth
from a mold of fingers knowing
is born, a color sand
she forgot,
she remembers…
it grows, to have
reached my hand
i grab hold of
this warmth
tightly
and it’s shining brightly
as am i,
to meet in the
eye, of our seeing
we
beyond and alone
separate-called
remembers the tree,
is she
for she is
closes, and again
does the shadow
and i've heard her hide
away inside.
all-time still, remains
the reflection, of she
molded from color sight
is her form, sunlight
fingers touching
to her, that she is
remember the reflection
my lady
my eyes have felt
it is you i see
there is warmth
in the rushing air
i have come to know
and she must know,
it is life...
black is mere color
hidden in sunlight,
you need but raise
your hand
and from night
will come day
in the light
in the reflection of my sight,
might you know,
you are.
- jude
till we remember the end
tell my why
you've been leading your fight,
for so long now
you've been believing in your
right,
calling from the might
of still unborn suns
remember of the
when, as you've begun
it is always your
first step out into day
as it’s strength
still bares arms
against you
cut their skin and
steal their blood,
that may you
no loner be surprised
at the wonder
of being
it is never day
and never night,
only false time
shadings
yet stand if you please,
not in hand
but alone
and groan for the sky
here lies the why!
you've forgotten to watch
your time die
your here lose it’s
movement
and find a child
born.
we must lie, again
as we must win.
no, not again
but still,
shall we begin
till we remember
the end.
- jude
a touching with my feet!
i've been running out
through the street
in a hoping that i
may not meet,
any other passing feet
too many buildings
and much to tall
each and all and
to live to fall
oh! where am i
yet, that i know
a silver vessel
on an orange sea
a sun mold
cast from a poet’s
palms
i am, but here, deep below
the surface
of the sky
that, can i remember
for i'm running, near, yet
below, a distant sun
to loosen my feet
in a continuous flow
of sweat, drown down,
can i break away
burst within
and find my
eyes leading toward
a shining; day
beginning
that as i know
for i am there,
but the light
has not reached a care
to be known
this running slow, it
won't grow
yet i can't rest
until i meet
a touching with my feet,
and my eyes stare
in - seeing it so!
- jude
remembering your point time!
again she must be alone
in the many she’s
of frightened thought
and now
to cover in a shadow
of what was
and can never be
shall she,
retain the frame
of leading thought
that wrought her the pain
or might she claim
a new foundling , in
her unknown knowing
in growing, we
need now meld
the past to the future
in, we need not too... ?
rise slowly and see
floating, separately, you'll be
not even to touch a tree
be free
and again born
waiting for the clouded whispers
to scream,
remembering your parent
time
and a child needs to
clasp tight
no longer in might
and you stroll
homeless
but free to come upon
a beach sounded together
by the rain,
a sky’s stain
image,
your tears
free to be…? New roots
new trees remaining earth, still warm, in
different fighting sense!
- jude
deep into my shoulders!
she cried softness
deep into my
shoulders,
as she lied, encased
in sleep,
a strange world
and yet up-on an erasing
shadow of
gasping quiet
she knows a world once
warm and holding.
golden sun-drops flow
from your being’s eye
to her… i have caught the
breeze,
light and wraps a
warmth, strong
and tight.
no word speaks strongly
love!
that are the hordes
touching ; real
and there
she is carried by this
smile into day eyes
seeing
floating through
a feeling knowing
still truth
so smiles the child
upon mother warmth
and so feels her
days, with a
knowing, wordless
yet still real
the child does feel,
through a touching
there
in care.
- jude
a lady, born free
will you, see, my lady
in your empty hands
those skin mirrors
reflecting a world,
those mirrors you clasp
so tight
reflecting time’s emptiness
stand, ripping down
every thread, tied
unevenly about
your body
within this so called
grouped alliance, of men,
to ponder the view
separate,
and be of for, staring through
the lights of stars
you'll see, that you stand
in lone command of
but one reality, an only reality,
you
these lumps of formless flesh
which mesh as black holes
upon a colorless sky
all, but for two eyes
deep and drawn
fearful of the surprise,
come sunrise
you'll see, if standing naked
and free
of all the reaching hands
near to thee
none have the substance
enough to find your
touch
don't concede to
those commands, lying
coverings upon your hands
just to touch,
clean-cloth upon your hands
painted in the invisible coloring
of not quite words,
for where is the warmth
swallowed, in the between
stages of human
hope,
of an existence, which
exists not
but on a plane
of black painted
bright
for-warmth,
yes my lady,
that trickle of all-life which
may, share
itself throughout your whole
yet, to meet
when only you are
but alone,
for as it perceived; you
are
for to see, you must look
for to feel, you must know
that, only you are
as only you can
it is a fearful flight
through the night
that you might
reach a star,
with both hands open and free
as you must be
the knowing strength
to sip of the warmth,
know of the sight;
in color alive
are thou,
if in the strength
is to see
a lady, born free
and meant to be
alive,
- jude
passing close, of substance
such as was this papered
night
when a rising
flowing of color bright
burnt itself
back into the
distance
where lies its
only reality
what might you
know, as the dance
watched
frightened caresses
and your eyes spoke
deep into mine
that you wanted our
touching to touch,
broke the morning of
your fear, and that
quiet reality we've
once again passed through
was but again
carried
as did the vapor
itself out from my
fingertips of flesh
and i know; those eyes
which may not be
permitted
to me
are still, and
remaining as the substance
separate from the form
that may i not
touch
but i smile on
the touch almost
near,
and with the substance
which asks
that time remain
still, yet for a second
so is carried distant
this mist of reality
i can almost hear...
of a shovel carved
by fear
and so must it be
these clouds i know
are near,
and a passing
drop as a tear of
life falling;
are the smiles i
am,
i find
in my desert-land
dry-sky,
in you…
- jude
as is to matter…
a woman i met,
a woman i felt,
i'm carrying her eternal
being
as a presence within
within, that i may
not touch
but just know...
with the
fear of sight;
of thoughts
dead, that will not
vanish their flesh
caught by the growing
mist of our
knowing in being,
we danced
and in a
chance look,
this mist became
a sky clearing
of warmth
and sun
complete and solid;
that there
was no right for
the thought of
our sharing walls
to retain in the presence of
her thought
but that,
an earth still
lied cold and solid
upon our feet
without knowing, the necessity
of her muscles
tense and her eyes to
refrain from
sharing our deep
returned, as an old
presence within
yet we finished our
dance, without time
calling our names
and walked out
continuing the only
game, of present strength
that might
retain the knowing
of our:
substance-touch
watching her fear
which commands
the hand,
clutching a blade
that prevents
us from completing
the form
of our substance knowing
a beginning reality,
i remember this world,...
but i laugh!
and smile, as this
substance i may
not touch, is breathing,
and i can hear.
- jude
even, to hear her breath,
behind that ball of human
flesh,
of all this frozen air,
and it waits as an
absolute, to my intake of breath,
yet i see a red
of white shining
light, barred from movement,
burning to death
within, each sphere
of human flesh
that i see ,
if can be realized
in a sight of touching;
ears
wanting fingers,
one’s nose
a lingering taste
that performs life
on ones bones
and the un-word knowing,
oh!
that i see,
dying in an
unreachable distance
so where are
my tears
she glows so near
that i pulse
in the rhythm
of her breath
as i must
i turn
waiting to greet
my reflection of
her being
within her eyes
and that i see
and that it is!
but she will not
face into my eyes
to allow our
circle reality;
can i try?
but she can not!
and i sit ,
along side
her pillowed bed
watching silent
movement,
meeting her dreams
as they have...
as they are passing
catching pieces of sound
that is her breath
before the sun
i rise
with my smile
drinking the tear
and wander
alone through
the stillness,
wondering
might she ever
sleep, naked
without covers
for me
i listen,
there is no
reflection
i look,
there is much
too much
fear
no matter!
i am tired,
no matter:.?
that which is not,
matters not to matter
and that which is?
waits to be
but that which can not
not to ask , just to
touch
as she lies naked
and knowing she never
will, can...
i walk again into the
silence,
knowing her breath
and painting
her naked flesh
to lie hidden in
the mist,
for only me to know
and for only me
never to see
no, it doesn't matter
i am tired
yes, it did
yes, it does matter
i am tired
yet i shall not sleep,
it matters to
hear, her breath
while it still
breathes
on this day of knowing
life,
that i have seen
her
own birth, repeated
as i have
witnessed
a sun blow itself
into star-perfect
warmth
i step,
am pulled
from the sky,
to breathe
a being
to touch you
- jude
but to meet…
it is a presence
and as a blowing wind
i feel it,
yet it stands still
wrapping me
in an existence
of
breath,
a hold that is the
nearness of
your being
no future to
grasp as,
no past to bar
any colors of
the spectrum
from my eyes
good morning strips of
sun, lying free
across the air
of your being
in the present, i meet
you
and reality is
timeless
not forward
or behind,
but within me
as i see
and warmth floating
or is it i,
watches as my
hand
walks ; reaching for
solidity,
to become
your odor of
warmth
i ask not,
but move still
the same
to greet or pass
but to meet…
- jude
alone, i know...
i meet this, a strange
but real care
as i pass, too close
too deep from my
air
i stare, and see
to inhale the breath
movement
which is the presence
of a calling substance
another tear,
a season passes
as does a year
and the golden sharing
color of leaves
falling about my path
turn brown
as they crumble
before my hands
and i reach not
but care, and in
a stare, smelling the
living breath of
her standing
in her full
color
in her distance
and as she
smiles through!
their time shield
that i am without strength
to overcome
i find myself smiling
a return,
without touch
yet with knowing
damn their fences
hell,
come on clouds
it is time
yes again to free
myself to the sky.
that i can't say good-by
as
we weren't permitted
as yet
our hello
touch
and forever near
she must wander
apart, but with me
alone, i know ...
tolobly!
- jude
too tired , too fresh!
death in its march,
as a music of flowing time
passes near
close to my wanting
but again
and who, of this time
shall rise the victor
that it is i,
through
of what, shall be
my choice?
in care, has been my
waiting without hope
and to all
those caught being-breaths,
do i raise
my fingertips
free in the wind
to catch sun-drops
that i have
finding my hands, the only
to carry into life these
new-light forms
do i catch a ride
on his black cloak,
as i am tired
too tired
and the air
is again
biting it’s cold-
death
life,
onto my skin,
it is my blood that
fears
this alive-cold.
alone, without warming hands
i am tired,
too tired
too fresh!
- jude
if murphy
where that i am,
a speck of nothingness
shaded slightly into
color
and flowing distinctly towards
a sea of clear
conditioning.
lady and child,
carved alone
upon the shore
within a tree
quietly awake
as yet,
for the sea
to succeed as the
earth’s one last conquering
hero.
when i concede my eyes,
when i find, to see
who am i to be?..
of a moment’s scream in birth
of her arms
as of the child within
of her reflection seen
in the eyes of my reflection
seen in hers.
as a piece of absence
a non-light speck
of passing dust, hidden amongst
the rust
that is the seeing of this child
new
of my reflection standing
un-surrounded
in the non- of her sight
of my seeing me...
and nothingness, as me...
!- jude
she waits to be,
but acts only to see,
and will she find,
this lady on the
line
standing, and through
pass the waves
as ripples
forgetting their points
of substance-beginning
to break back; free
into the knowing
of their separate unity,
she is waiting
waiting, she listens to the
sound of her dreams
and yet,
wakes,
under-covers
still
hoping, she holds thoughts
of what might be
wrought ...
but lies,
not naked
in the tree, and not before
the wind-palms
that carry into love free
she is on the line
lost in time
aware to the
find of her reflection,
wind drenched
but clothed
in protection
against the knowing - feel
that she'll sway,
to break away
so, as another will hear
he might come
near
in time, with arms waiting
free...
and this lady,
fuels the frightened
touch, of
corruption
upon the child and she
that she must wait
until it is sure to be
of a knowing seen
but what can be seen
until it is
as
what can be , until the
ripples are found
again free,
lies the jester to the
sky, of all -
falsehoods
she watches from her sack
of warm and black
onto theirs, in the passing
to rise her hand of
air-white
that she might
not just to see
but to watch
as it comes to be
and to watch her
cry
until his eyes, grow
near enough to hear
these eyes of love,
so that if he exists , he can come
to a sounding touch
into one, of the goddesses in
white,
tolobly - he holds your
lap, and will catch
the tear, but only of a lady
robed in white,
only with you in
a mountain-top-sky
and for the naked white of your
hand, free, he waits
as he and only he can see...
as he and only he
can know,
she can,?
she is , ...
- jude